terça-feira, abril 25, 2006
quarta-feira, abril 19, 2006
amor guloso como nas palavras que se saboreiam
The word for rain should fall like rain.
(The Pillow Book)
Each moment that passes changes you.
You do not, cannot possess even yourself.
How can you hope to possess anyone or anything else?
(The Silent Flute)
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(The Pillow Book)
Each moment that passes changes you.
You do not, cannot possess even yourself.
How can you hope to possess anyone or anything else?
(The Silent Flute)
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9.The Book of the Dead
Death is not necessarily an old and withered book with dry pages.
It can be a thousand leaves of strong and shining text on a powerful body,
Held erect on the vertebrae of a strong spine.
The heart hardly breathes because quietus has been reached,
The torso is like a rock, the legs are rooted, the ink is dependable.
If the words of death should be considered faded and sere - where could be the dignity in dying?
"I am old," said the book.
"I am older," said the body.
Cold creeps from the feet upwards.
Unlike water, paper does not freeze or condense into steam.
It does not boil
The book to end all books.
The final book.
After this, there is no more writing
No more publishing.
The publisher should retire.
The eyes grow weak, the light dims.
The eyes squint.
They blink.
The world is prey to a failing of focus.
The ink grows fainter but the print grows larger.
In the end, the pages only whisper in deference.
Desire lessens.
Although dreams of love still linger,
The hopes of consummation grow less,
What could be the end of all these hopes and desires?
Here comes the end.
(The Pillow Book)
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It can be a thousand leaves of strong and shining text on a powerful body,
Held erect on the vertebrae of a strong spine.
The heart hardly breathes because quietus has been reached,
The torso is like a rock, the legs are rooted, the ink is dependable.
If the words of death should be considered faded and sere - where could be the dignity in dying?
"I am old," said the book.
"I am older," said the body.
Cold creeps from the feet upwards.
Unlike water, paper does not freeze or condense into steam.
It does not boil
The book to end all books.
The final book.
After this, there is no more writing
No more publishing.
The publisher should retire.
The eyes grow weak, the light dims.
The eyes squint.
They blink.
The world is prey to a failing of focus.
The ink grows fainter but the print grows larger.
In the end, the pages only whisper in deference.
Desire lessens.
Although dreams of love still linger,
The hopes of consummation grow less,
What could be the end of all these hopes and desires?
Here comes the end.
(The Pillow Book)
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8.The Book of Secrets
Blind eyes cannot read.
A hand cannot write on itself.
Itch to read, scratch to understand.
Investigation is never complete.
Words reproduce themselves pleasurably too.
(The Pillow Book)
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A hand cannot write on itself.
Itch to read, scratch to understand.
Investigation is never complete.
Words reproduce themselves pleasurably too.
(The Pillow Book)
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7.The Book of the Seducer
If you were not to be its victim, this book and body
Would amuse you with its arrogance.
It would make you laugh.
Because you were not its victim,
You would feel no pain of betrayal.
This book starts well enough
All is clear and positive.
You feel confident.
You rise to meet the bait which is fresh and amusing,
Telling you that you are fresh and amusing too
It seduces by being a mirror to all your vanities.
You never thought you could be such an intelligent foil
To such intelligence.
The turn of phrase is elegant.
No wonder you are impressed.
The straight-forwardness of it's characters is a smart device.
This is a well-washed body of a book.
It sits upright on its table
Which is your unsuspecting lap.
It presses close to your chest which hides
An unsuspecting heart.
And then just when its promises need to be fulfilled
Or else the suspense would grow wearisome
And over extended - you smell a rat,
An elephant of a rat, a rat like an
Elephant that is both on fire and drowning.
Too late.
Too late to retreat.
Your heart is open.
The book has got you.
Your body is wide open.
This rat of book has invaded your privacy,
Worried its feelings into your entrails by every private passage
You bent and flush at the blow
With the greatest embarrassment
And try to straighten up, thinking still
"How could I be so easily deceived?"
Slam the book shut.
Too late.
It has its dirty deceiving foot in your mouth.
Its gnawing has gripped you.
You will be guilty pregnant with its calling-card,
Its now wordless child progeny.
(The Pillow Book)
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Would amuse you with its arrogance.
It would make you laugh.
Because you were not its victim,
You would feel no pain of betrayal.
This book starts well enough
All is clear and positive.
You feel confident.
You rise to meet the bait which is fresh and amusing,
Telling you that you are fresh and amusing too
It seduces by being a mirror to all your vanities.
You never thought you could be such an intelligent foil
To such intelligence.
The turn of phrase is elegant.
No wonder you are impressed.
The straight-forwardness of it's characters is a smart device.
This is a well-washed body of a book.
It sits upright on its table
Which is your unsuspecting lap.
It presses close to your chest which hides
An unsuspecting heart.
And then just when its promises need to be fulfilled
Or else the suspense would grow wearisome
And over extended - you smell a rat,
An elephant of a rat, a rat like an
Elephant that is both on fire and drowning.
Too late.
Too late to retreat.
Your heart is open.
The book has got you.
Your body is wide open.
This rat of book has invaded your privacy,
Worried its feelings into your entrails by every private passage
You bent and flush at the blow
With the greatest embarrassment
And try to straighten up, thinking still
"How could I be so easily deceived?"
Slam the book shut.
Too late.
It has its dirty deceiving foot in your mouth.
Its gnawing has gripped you.
You will be guilty pregnant with its calling-card,
Its now wordless child progeny.
(The Pillow Book)
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6.The Book of Youth
If God approved of his creature's creation,
He breathed the painted clay-model into life by signing His name.
Where is a book before it is born?
Does a book grow like a tree?
Who are a books parents?
Does a book need two parents - a mother and a father?
Can a book be born inside another book?
And where is the parent book of books?
How old does a book have to be before it can give birth to another?
Do young books cry and scream if they are not read or fed?
Do they pass words with incontinent abandon?
Do they force every random found sentence into their mouths?
This book is past the first flush of youth.
It is a book that is in puberty.
It is hesitating, and from the vantage point of the mature reader,
It is both a sad and amusing reminder of the part which is not
Always attractive enough to be revisited.
The cover is becoming crisp like the hardening of wood on a young tree.
It's pages are pliable and taste a little of salt.
(The Pillow Book)
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He breathed the painted clay-model into life by signing His name.
Where is a book before it is born?
Does a book grow like a tree?
Who are a books parents?
Does a book need two parents - a mother and a father?
Can a book be born inside another book?
And where is the parent book of books?
How old does a book have to be before it can give birth to another?
Do young books cry and scream if they are not read or fed?
Do they pass words with incontinent abandon?
Do they force every random found sentence into their mouths?
This book is past the first flush of youth.
It is a book that is in puberty.
It is hesitating, and from the vantage point of the mature reader,
It is both a sad and amusing reminder of the part which is not
Always attractive enough to be revisited.
The cover is becoming crisp like the hardening of wood on a young tree.
It's pages are pliable and taste a little of salt.
(The Pillow Book)
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5.The Book of the Lover
This is a book and a body that is so warm to the touch.
My touch.I have pressed this book to my eyes, to my forehead, to my cheeks,
I have held this book open across my belly.
I have sat smiling on this book until my flesh felt wedded to it's covers.
I have sat laughing on this book until I have moistened it's covers with my body.
I have wrapt this book around my legs.
I have knelt on this book until my knees bled.
This book and I have become indivisible.
I have placed my feet on this book's last pages,
Confident of standing so much higher in the world than I ever stood before.
May I keep this book forever.
May this book and this body outlast my love.
May this body and this book love me as I love its length,
Its breadth, its thickness, its text, its skin, its letters,
Its punctuation, its quiet and its noisy pages.
Its tickling delights.
Book, body - I love you.
It breathes gently in its first page.
It breathes deeper as the pages turn.
When the rhythm of reading is ensured,
The words gain a roaring speed and the pages race.
I have raced with these pages.
At its ending there is a sigh and the book is closed in contentment.
The reader willingly begins again.
Body and book are open.
Face and page.
Body and page.
Blood and ink.
Finger ends, ferruled edging.
The surface of each pages edge is so smooth.
The watermarks are like flushed veins.
The pages are so harmonious in their proportion.
Disharmony in the contents is impossible.
(The Pillow Book)
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My touch.I have pressed this book to my eyes, to my forehead, to my cheeks,
I have held this book open across my belly.
I have sat smiling on this book until my flesh felt wedded to it's covers.
I have sat laughing on this book until I have moistened it's covers with my body.
I have wrapt this book around my legs.
I have knelt on this book until my knees bled.
This book and I have become indivisible.
I have placed my feet on this book's last pages,
Confident of standing so much higher in the world than I ever stood before.
May I keep this book forever.
May this book and this body outlast my love.
May this body and this book love me as I love its length,
Its breadth, its thickness, its text, its skin, its letters,
Its punctuation, its quiet and its noisy pages.
Its tickling delights.
Book, body - I love you.
It breathes gently in its first page.
It breathes deeper as the pages turn.
When the rhythm of reading is ensured,
The words gain a roaring speed and the pages race.
I have raced with these pages.
At its ending there is a sigh and the book is closed in contentment.
The reader willingly begins again.
Body and book are open.
Face and page.
Body and page.
Blood and ink.
Finger ends, ferruled edging.
The surface of each pages edge is so smooth.
The watermarks are like flushed veins.
The pages are so harmonious in their proportion.
Disharmony in the contents is impossible.
(The Pillow Book)
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4.The Book of the Exhibitionist
A gaudy volume, gross and florid,
too many pages stuffed into too fleshy covers.
An overweight volume.
Its greasy with expanded effort.
Each word is pumped up with consonant cholesterol.
Its full of fat words.
The pages cream with subcutaneous fat,
New letters are guilded like showy teeth,
Making comprehension constipated and exorbitantly metalled.
This book needs to lose weight.
If you want to drop it, watch your feet.
Its a toe-breaker.
Its own weight would crush it's spine.
The pages have been liberally scented, but the aroma has palled and grown stale.
The pages smell of sour glue, or the bad breath of a liar
Determined to spend time smiling with sticky gums.
All sweet taste and no enduring substance.
All glitter and gases.
This book is gaudy like a gilded cauliflower
Which smells so bad after a good hot water soaking,
Like hot chocolate sweetened with sugar beet
Incompatibles blended incongruously to no purpose.
Chapter One promises excess.
Chapter Twelve proves the particular promise, truly wearisome.
A reader is required to sweat his way to comprehension,
Avoiding the craters of hyperbole that scar its pages.
Every adjective is underlined as though incapable of sitting still on the page,
Incapable of being an equal to its neighbour.
Its humour is heavy and vulgar full of expletives commanding you to appreciate its wit.
(The Pillow Book)
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too many pages stuffed into too fleshy covers.
An overweight volume.
Its greasy with expanded effort.
Each word is pumped up with consonant cholesterol.
Its full of fat words.
The pages cream with subcutaneous fat,
New letters are guilded like showy teeth,
Making comprehension constipated and exorbitantly metalled.
This book needs to lose weight.
If you want to drop it, watch your feet.
Its a toe-breaker.
Its own weight would crush it's spine.
The pages have been liberally scented, but the aroma has palled and grown stale.
The pages smell of sour glue, or the bad breath of a liar
Determined to spend time smiling with sticky gums.
All sweet taste and no enduring substance.
All glitter and gases.
This book is gaudy like a gilded cauliflower
Which smells so bad after a good hot water soaking,
Like hot chocolate sweetened with sugar beet
Incompatibles blended incongruously to no purpose.
Chapter One promises excess.
Chapter Twelve proves the particular promise, truly wearisome.
A reader is required to sweat his way to comprehension,
Avoiding the craters of hyperbole that scar its pages.
Every adjective is underlined as though incapable of sitting still on the page,
Incapable of being an equal to its neighbour.
Its humour is heavy and vulgar full of expletives commanding you to appreciate its wit.
(The Pillow Book)
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3.The Book of Impotence
Is this a book exhausted from too much reading?
Or too little reading?
From the hairs on the head to the end of the toe-nails - the pages are marked with the stains of use.
Or miss-use,
Better that the words had been read off the page.
Do the words still signify?
Is there still a space between chapters or have all matters blurred?
In this book the index of entries is longer than the book itself.
This life has so many footnotes it ought to be all flatfeet,
It's soul layered deep in calloused blisters and corns.
The major sweep of this books living is too often marred by qualifying.
It is hedged about with ifs and buts, and if onlys, and howevers,
Excuses for a life that is about to shut its covers for the last time
And then crumple into dust in an unseen
And never-to-be-remembered library.
(The Pillow Book)
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Or too little reading?
From the hairs on the head to the end of the toe-nails - the pages are marked with the stains of use.
Or miss-use,
Better that the words had been read off the page.
Do the words still signify?
Is there still a space between chapters or have all matters blurred?
In this book the index of entries is longer than the book itself.
This life has so many footnotes it ought to be all flatfeet,
It's soul layered deep in calloused blisters and corns.
The major sweep of this books living is too often marred by qualifying.
It is hedged about with ifs and buts, and if onlys, and howevers,
Excuses for a life that is about to shut its covers for the last time
And then crumple into dust in an unseen
And never-to-be-remembered library.
(The Pillow Book)
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2.The Book of the Idiot
This a sad cage of a book full of words but little meaning.
It rings hollow when tapped for sense.
Whilst vacant, empty, and pop-eyed on one page,
It speaks gibberish and loud nonsense on the next,
Its lungs are noisy when it is silent.
It is silent when it huffs and puffs to make the most noise.
Perhaps there should be patience and pathos
Reserved for this congenital idiot, drooling, sucking his finger,
Digesting his thoughts, scratching his head and his belly,
Looking for fleas between the pages of his legs.
But such sympathy and patience is wasted here.
Or perhaps there should be caution
And secret admiration for the idiot-book
That is licensed to speak the truth through humour.
A fool can usefully puncture conceit
But that admiration is wasted here.
This book has neither the virtue of irony
Nor deserves the sympathy reserved for the truly mad.
Between loud noise and vacant silence there is nothing substantial.
How do you read such a book?
Perhaps you do not or you cannot.
Perhaps at best - it can be re-used, re-written.
Perhaps we should turn our back on it.
We could find space between its major crease of flatulent arrogance for another book.
We should have it returned for another try
Lest it be remaindered and lost on some forgotten low shelf
Kept for waste paper in the privy.
(The Pillow Book)
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It rings hollow when tapped for sense.
Whilst vacant, empty, and pop-eyed on one page,
It speaks gibberish and loud nonsense on the next,
Its lungs are noisy when it is silent.
It is silent when it huffs and puffs to make the most noise.
Perhaps there should be patience and pathos
Reserved for this congenital idiot, drooling, sucking his finger,
Digesting his thoughts, scratching his head and his belly,
Looking for fleas between the pages of his legs.
But such sympathy and patience is wasted here.
Or perhaps there should be caution
And secret admiration for the idiot-book
That is licensed to speak the truth through humour.
A fool can usefully puncture conceit
But that admiration is wasted here.
This book has neither the virtue of irony
Nor deserves the sympathy reserved for the truly mad.
Between loud noise and vacant silence there is nothing substantial.
How do you read such a book?
Perhaps you do not or you cannot.
Perhaps at best - it can be re-used, re-written.
Perhaps we should turn our back on it.
We could find space between its major crease of flatulent arrogance for another book.
We should have it returned for another try
Lest it be remaindered and lost on some forgotten low shelf
Kept for waste paper in the privy.
(The Pillow Book)
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1.The Book of The Innocent
This is an innocent book - unused and unread,
An innocent with three hundred milk-white pages,
And no illustrations.
The pages are still dustyWith a white powder from the manufacturer.
The pages taste sweet - like milk awaiting the spike of the pen, the dirtying ink,
And the prying hairs of the brush,
All seeking to invade the intricate spaces of the book's virginity.
The binding is tense - sewn up tight, awaiting a little bending and breaking.
The pages lay flat and crisp - the muscles of the pages sleek.
No unnecessary flesh has been encouraged to run to excess by random fingering.
The moistened thumb of the expectant reader has not yet marked the soft tissues of this lean clean smiling volume.
Spread me, and break me open, for pleasure.
(The Pillow Book)
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An innocent with three hundred milk-white pages,
And no illustrations.
The pages are still dustyWith a white powder from the manufacturer.
The pages taste sweet - like milk awaiting the spike of the pen, the dirtying ink,
And the prying hairs of the brush,
All seeking to invade the intricate spaces of the book's virginity.
The binding is tense - sewn up tight, awaiting a little bending and breaking.
The pages lay flat and crisp - the muscles of the pages sleek.
No unnecessary flesh has been encouraged to run to excess by random fingering.
The moistened thumb of the expectant reader has not yet marked the soft tissues of this lean clean smiling volume.
Spread me, and break me open, for pleasure.
(The Pillow Book)
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